its ‘sudden overwhelming desire to cry’ time
and its gone
i’m so used to getting walked over that when people genuinely like me and respect me it feels wrong
Me: I’m fuckin pissed
BPD: ok lets activate the rage summoned from the depths of hell
Me: ok tone it down
BPD: bring it up??? Wanna channel Lucifer himsELF??? Gotcha
concept: I can talk about mental disorders without being seen as an attention seeker
concept: i can love in a healthy manner
Me, empty and can’t feel anything except the hole in my chest that can’t be filled: I would do anything to feel again
Me, two minutes later having a mental breakdown: undo